Why did I create this blog? I am Gaurdian.

So many people misunderstood my motives and intentions and I had so much to say about what I thought concerning which way was right and which way was wrong and this type of engine gave me the opportunity to reach more people at once so I took the leap and spoke my mind here. I wanted to put in some kind of record what I am. I want to give a synapses one more time and it can be summed up I think closest this way: Live and let live. If you don't let me live, I will not let you live. You do unto me, I will do unto you. Leave me alone to be happy, I will leave you alone to be happy. If you get me, I will get you. If you understand me, I will understand you. If you deny me, I will deny you.

I will only go so far and then the rest is up to God. My chocks are: I will do no physical harm to you unless I come under obvious and imminent danger. I stay at home mostly and if I think I am upsetting someone else I retreat from them unless I happen to be at work and can't, or at home and can go no where else because it is my home in which case YOU have to leave.
I do not believe in a nuanced threat. I do not respond to nuanced threats. I respond directly to what you are actually saying and nothing else. If you don't have the balls to say it directly then you have no balls at all and as such are nothing.
I Always acquiesce to the government when confronted by it. I reserve the right according to the document upon which my government is based to say whatever the %$#@ I want to. Finally I have sworn an oath to uphold and defend that document upon which my government was built with my life if necessary, "so help me God". And I will. I have made up my mind. This is who I am.

I now am noticing that I am gravitating away from politics and social items to other things which is fine by me. I have pretty much said most of what I needed to say.

I love my computer games and the beauty of life around me so much, and enjoy the"pretty" things in life(I will be happy to kick any bodies ass who would like to make something of that). Things I have gotten away from. I want to Love my God and only my God and that pretty much excludes the rest of mankind. I admire poetry and the poetry of life and like most certainly my poetry.

I am Guardian,

This is who I am,

So long as you don't step on me or others,

I gaurd your right to be you,

And my right to be me,

I am Gaurdian.

Fantastic Renderings

WHAT?

In the beginning the word was with God and the word was God.

IN THE beginning WHAT WAS THERE?!!!!!!!! JUST GOD!!!!!!!!

WHAT DID GOD USE TO CREATE WITH? JUST HIS WORD WHICH WAS HIMSELF!!!!!!!

The Universe was created when God said these three little words. LET THERE BE!!!!!!


What did God Create everything out of? I said this nicely before. Now I am going to say this not so nicely. WE live because GOD said so and it ain't no accident.

We are created out of God and only God and we exist and live because God says so and said so and continues to say so.

We read from left to right

But it is not where you start that counts but where you end up that matters.

Check Check

SQUEEEEEEchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhsquonkbzzzzzzzzzzzzzzchuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Just joking. Throwing out some snow just to say something.

I am still messing around with the short story but oh I will not be able to post it.......................here........................on Google. MWHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I hate my life

But I don't hate living. Presents a conundrum for most people. Too bad. I can suppose the question would be, why I don't do something about it? But I am and have, you just don't know it yet.

There is an old adage goes something like this, if you don't make a decision the decision will make it self. That is what I am doing. Nothing but letting the decisions make themselves.

Old picture mania

Oh joy. Old pictures. the guy at the bottom standing next to the car is............Al. MWHA, as for the rest the snow is what I grew up with. The garage and the storage building, Me in 1984 in a picture with my ex wife, my two kids, mom, dad, grandma, and step grandpa. And finally yours truly as a.......................bbaaaaabbyyyy!

Low birth rates

Crosswalk do-it again.

There was something always nagging about the world wide worry of over population. By my extremely unofficial calculation taking excessive inefficiency out of the equation the world I say could support over 10 billion people. However there are many who hate the idea that the world would be so crowded. I say that the people who think that are uncreative lazy slobs who do not like to think creatively.

Never the less go to Crosswalk. They have a more detailed and comprehensive article on the subject I think you will find informative.

BTW it's OK to have two or more kids.
The verse that applies is: Gen 1:28. Be fruitful and multiply.

It takes that to maintain a steady population anyway and that is the least negative aspect of population numbers I could say. Those that would think any less don't care about anything or anybody else but themselves and don't count anyway.

The three greatest Presidents

Eisenhower

Reagen

Washington

Look them up yourself.

There is a common thread. None of them were careerist politicians. All of them were sons of the republic.

Feelings versus logic

Math 15:14

Let them alone: they be blind leaders of the blind. And the blind lead the blind, both shall fall into the ditch.

There is a road and this road has two drainage ditches on each side. When men live by feelings alone they fall in the left ditch. When they live by logic alone they fall in the right ditch. Those ditches are full of effluent from open pit cesspools. They are the draught ditches that the crap of doing either or only has created. That mankind has created. Now you know why the people on the left and right bitch so much. They smell something stinky. Never fear though it is just there own................

It is at the juncture where logic and emotions meet where the road is.

If you understand that I don't move until logic and feeling meet then you understand me.

Logic versus feelings is a misnomer. It actually is Logic and feelings walking hand in hand on a straight and narrow road. I guarantee you it is freakishly narrow.

Lets take this somewhere else.

I kind of did not like the new ditty; I got mine now you go get yours. I t should read I got mine now let me help you get yours.


Inspired while listening to Guns and roses take me down to Paradise City.

Remember you heard it first from Ronald Cody Erkkila. born 2/4/1559-...........

My wife is nuts

She says to me yesterday that God is mad at you(me).
I wish I (herself) were dead.

Funny....I don't wish I were dead.

Last I checked it wasn't me who was not trying to live up to a promise it was her.

You can't make promises and renege on them or cause others to not be able to fulfill promises they have made to God and not suffer at least depression. In every case I have noted.......every person when they do such a thing they suffer.....one way or the other.

This nation may very be suffering as well for the very same thing.

People recently have said to me that they felt sorry for me. Why? I don't feel sorry for me. If I don't feel sorry for me then your feelings concerning me are in vain.

Why the Universe is never going to contract MWHA!

Vacuum Energy.

I say that there are multiple reasons why the universe will not collapse according to evolution theorists but this has got to be a main one.

New energy is constantly being released into to our current dimension fueling the constant expansion and causing the increase of the expansion instead of decreasing it. Also the mass needed to cause a contraction of the current universe is "evaporating", which may explain why you can't find dark matter because it does not exist. Ergo supporting the verses in the bible that say the old heavens and earth shall pass away near the end of Revelations.


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No such thing as a hate crime.

This article says it all.

Hate is an emotion and emotions cannot be quantified, The only things that can be quantified are blatant actions. Anything else might be a misperception or deception. In an other way of saying it: we may be being deceived into thinking that someone is doing something against society requiring action against the individual by society, And that kind of deception happens all of the time.

The constitution was written in such a way as to allow individual free speech and the freedom to vent all they wanted and the freedom to reject whatever they wanted but not the freedom to do whatever they wanted to others because of whatever others might feel, think, or say. Most importantly the constitution fences in the governments; local, state, and national from doing something to somebody because of what they feel, think, or say.

That is the reason that I am so dead set against hate oriented legislation.

WE already have laws that protect an individuals right to not get the shit kicked out of them and all that the fed has done is make themselves look like they are doing something to justify their obviously bloated salaries. In the productive sense we elected these people to protect us in every way but they fucked up our economy which is not protecting us so we the people are going to fire them by voting all the blight out of office.

We buried my Grandma

And because somehow my paste to Google has been disabled I am unable to bring forward a previous post. I can link to it which gets me to say !@#@! you google...... again. Fix it or don't Google your still on my !#$ list.

My !#%&% and moaning aside here is the link. I edit the cuss words out of respect to my Grandma and post my abbreviated eulogy.


She is survived by 81 descendants including two preachers or preachers wives one missionaries wife. A PA, teachers, accountants, nurses, law enforcement, government. Nearly every man has served in the military in every branch, some with distinction and some of the women and every thing in between.

But the greatest of my Grandma's works is nearly 100% of all of her descendants are saved and Each in their own way blessed. Many other people beyond our family have in turn been saved. My grandma's rewards are great in heaven. I would say may she rest in peace but I know that she is alive with our Lord and Savior Jesus the one and only Christ. When I went to the viewing I saw something I had never seen before. An aura so great about her that she still looked alive. I know that there many people who would say that that isn't possible to be able to see such a thing or that your grief is much greater than you are showing.....perhaps, but I say that what I saw was real. I saw that she was just asleep, pure.......holy.

Frederick Douglas

I prefer to be true to my self, even at the risk of incurring the ridicule of others,
rather than to be false and incur my own abhorrence.

Friedrick Douglas 1817-1895